I have never loved a person that is 5 years older than me. Since I've met him I felt warm and actually cared about. It's not I never felt cared, I did, but never like this. He's funny, chatty, outgoing, honest, careful and a very good listener. His only less positive side is his pervert mind >:). I guess he just can't help himself. But 99% I don't care about his pervy ideas. He knows when I get mad, when I'm sad he cheers me up. Just like a best friend should do. My feelings aren't so describable. I've known Spike and Austin for over 3 months. I approved my feelings after 1 week we met.
I just couldn't imagine my life without him. :)
-I love you.
