I hate love

Love is more a hurtfull feeling than a happy one. Maybe thats just for me but once, I liked being in love. Now I dont, because I know nobody likes me. Nobody would date me, 'casue of my mistakes. I don't want anyone to forgive me, trully, I have my best friend Jenni. She is everything to me. And she is enough for me. She supports me and protects me somehow. She protects me from the world outside. I love you Jenni. ♥